Is it because I was made for something greater, and having a taste of God's greatness just makes the mediocre everyday things in life seem even more dull and unfulfilling?
Is this what is referred to as "spiritual hunger", or did God just awaken a new aspect of my spiritual being and slough off an aspect of my mortal nature? In the clash between two kingdoms, I understand that I am a supernatural being having an earthly experience, and it appears that I have crossed a threshold and tipped the scales on the balance I was once able to keep.
My imbalance is not a hinderance, but a measurement of growth. The journey will be complete, when I have been transformed from glory to glory so many times .....that there isn't even a shell of my old nature left to compare myself to.
Selah
